my tornado is resting
When Ally was born, she was so sleepy and so mild mannered that I believe we assumed she would always have those attributes. Even when she refused to sleep, or when nursing her was like wrestling a spider monkey, we somehow continued to think of her as mellow. I believe that perhaps we are overcoming this early judgment and realizing that, far from calm, our Ally is quite a bundle of energy. She may sleep well, but for goodness sake when she is awake, she is awake, the race is off, and you better try to keep up.
We see other children her age play happily with a toy, or just stand and look thoughtfully at things. They have a certain, well, stillness. Not Ally. Ally's favorite game is chase (I chase you, you chase me!) and rather than sit and play with toys, something that catches her fancy (and you'd better hope it's not the ipod) gets carried around the house as she climbs on chairs, rolls on the floor, and moves again and again from one space to another. She squeals and shrieks and dances and has strong opinons about books, diaper changing, and walking. Apparently she has started to bully a 2-year-old at daycare (!). And in that strange juxtaposition of sweetness and defiance that is a toddler she crawls into our laps, gives us hugs and makes her loving chirpy sound, reaches up to be held and delights in our animated renderings of her books, and our hearts break.

